I really want to move!!

I currently cannot stand the part of the state I live in. I moved here 5 years ago or was it 4? I think 5 lol. Because my mother did and she has been a great support system for me with my son etc. well I'm over all that now. I have no friends here I hate the weather, I hate the atmosphere. I have no friends. I really want to go back to the town my son was born in. I have some friends there. Not many, but it's quality not quanity that matters. My best friend for like 14 or 15 years lives there and we've been through so much together and yes we've had some bumps maybe even small hills along the way, but we always always get over to the other side and end up closer for it. Plus we're older and a lot smarter now LOL.

I want to buy a home I have moved over 35 times in my 30 years I lost track several moves ago. I've never felt rooted and settled. I still have half my stuff in boxes and I've lived in this condo for over 2 years. Wow that's the longest I can remember staying anywhere even as a child.

No one would ever approve me for a loan. I haven't been working. My son has high functioning autism, I have been ill off and on, my doctors think it might be MS. I go in for another MRI in June. I'm applying for jobs right now. Our economy stinks someone give me a job I can work while my son is in school? I found an amazing house at a great price perfect for me and Tyler in Hendersonville. Even with my mom co-signing due to my job issue I don't think I'd ever get a loan.

I'm so depressed. I just want somewhere that is mine. Where i can unpack my things and feel safe that I won't have to leave next month because my mom wants to move again and she is dragging me along with her. I'm done following her around she is staying here on the other side of the state. She is still going to help me with rent or a mortgage we also get SSI and child support wheee.
So send me some positive thoughts people I need them something awful!!