So I have a job interview Monday!! It's at a call center in Asheville where I am trying really hard to move back to. Wish me luck!!!

I went I saw I said NO WAY!!!

LOL So I go to the Asheville area to look at this house that looks great on the website just a few cosmetic issues like a few needed kitchen appliances and the carpet needs to be replaced within a year or less no biggy right? OMG!! First of all I could throw a baseball to the projects. 2nd theres a hole in the floor, dead bugs EVERYWHERE, cracks and spots ALL over the ceiling.
The master bedroom and bath are huge and the tub is like amazing okay like jets and seats and where's my mimosa? The living room is at least 20 ft long by 12 or 14, but hello? the 2nd bedroom is like 10 by 8 and has cracked tile for the floor! Even if I could afford to flip the house it's still in the WORST part of town!! The map online made it look like it was on the other end of the street which is a nicer area BLAH!!!!

I really want to move!!

I currently cannot stand the part of the state I live in. I moved here 5 years ago or was it 4? I think 5 lol. Because my mother did and she has been a great support system for me with my son etc. well I'm over all that now. I have no friends here I hate the weather, I hate the atmosphere. I have no friends. I really want to go back to the town my son was born in. I have some friends there. Not many, but it's quality not quanity that matters. My best friend for like 14 or 15 years lives there and we've been through so much together and yes we've had some bumps maybe even small hills along the way, but we always always get over to the other side and end up closer for it. Plus we're older and a lot smarter now LOL.

I want to buy a home I have moved over 35 times in my 30 years I lost track several moves ago. I've never felt rooted and settled. I still have half my stuff in boxes and I've lived in this condo for over 2 years. Wow that's the longest I can remember staying anywhere even as a child.

No one would ever approve me for a loan. I haven't been working. My son has high functioning autism, I have been ill off and on, my doctors think it might be MS. I go in for another MRI in June. I'm applying for jobs right now. Our economy stinks someone give me a job I can work while my son is in school? I found an amazing house at a great price perfect for me and Tyler in Hendersonville. Even with my mom co-signing due to my job issue I don't think I'd ever get a loan.

I'm so depressed. I just want somewhere that is mine. Where i can unpack my things and feel safe that I won't have to leave next month because my mom wants to move again and she is dragging me along with her. I'm done following her around she is staying here on the other side of the state. She is still going to help me with rent or a mortgage we also get SSI and child support wheee.
So send me some positive thoughts people I need them something awful!!

The blogging stuff is addicting!

Right so here I am wanting to write more stuff, but as I have "themed" my other two blogs I am like GAH so here I am just going to spew whatever useless, random whateverness I want HA!!!